So, There's This Kid Gene..

Hey everyone! I finally have something to write about! YAY! Lol! Well, let me catch you up on whats been happening, recently.

Nothing.

Ok.. so now, that we've covered that.. let's get on towards the POINT of this post.

After the break up with Andrew, I've mostly been calming down from it all. That whole relationship was stressful and caused alot of problems between Madre, Fadre and I. It was just tiring chasing after him, calling him, returning his calls, finding the time to meet up with him, talking to him online, stressing about what he might be doing when I'm not around and constantly wondering if Fadre was right, and Andrew was just playing me. So now, that I am releaved of all that stress (I still miss My Andrew, nevertheless).... I just want to chill out for a bit. Lately, I've been doing all the flirting I want. (Especially with my ex.. and thats not good cuz his current girlfriend is sorta getting mad).

My friend Bridget is OBSESSED with this kid, Gene, at my school. He's in the 7th grade but is supposed to be in 8th. Gene is 100% Russian, yet speaks with no accent at all and IS A SKATER! So, since I have this thing for skaters (no matter how they look) I've had a lil, teeny, tiny crush on Gene since he transfered to Lincoln Park in October. Anyways.... Bridget REALLY likes him alot.

Awhile ago, (when I was still with Andrew), my friend Evan had told me that Gene "was sweatin me". Translation: Liked me. ALOT. Well, after Gene found out Andrew and I had broken up... he asked me out. I was going to say yes, but then i remembered about all that stress from The Andrew Relationship, and I just COULDN'T do it again! I mean, Andrew and Gene are COMPLETE opposites. Andrew is a "gangsta" and Gene wouldn't be caught dead listening to rap. Gene is really sweet (not that Andrew wasn't..) and I think that Gene would treat me better than Andrew did.

Then I thought about poor Bridget. Gene had told her that he doesn't like her "like that", but I would still feel bad if I said yes. I just wouldn't be able to do that to Bridget. So, I told all this to Gene and (so that he didn't feel THAT bad about it) that POSSIABLY in the future we could go out.

Afterwards, I felt really stupid for giving up a chance to have a boyfriend. Then I realized what I was thinking and I was shocked. If Bridget didn't Gene, then I probably would of said yes.... just because I wanted a boyfriend, again. Jeez... I think I am slowly going completely INSANE.