Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Backstabbers, Immaturity, Liars, OH MY!

Hey everyone..I haven't written in awhile, so I thought I'd just write about the things that have been effecting my life the most, at the moment. Backstabbers, Immaturity and Liars. Everyone knows at least one or two of each. They are the one thing that you are so drawn to, then they turn on you the first chance they get. I love all my friends, don't get me wrong. But some of them I can live without. I'm not gonna mention any names cuz that would be the mean thing to do. And I'm not mean. So yea, backstabbers aren't nice. I mean, why do they have to be so mean? Why can't we all just get along? I hate it when someone will act like my BEST FRIEND. Come up, say hi to me, give me a hug....and then as soon as I turn my back, they are talkin about how "mean and bossy" I am. I'm the type of person that will get in your face if I have a problem with you. And I hate it when people are 2 faced and basically lie to my face about how they are my friends. If you have sunthin to say to me..then um, you should probably just say it to me, cuz I WILL find out from sumone else. Not doubts about that one.

This past week I've come to realize who my true friends are. And that I have very few. There has been sum el drama at the karate school thats really showed me my "best friends" true feelings about me. (And they are COMPLETELY differant people than what I thought they were.) Another thing that isnt good is immaturity. Kids being immature is apart of nature...you can't get around that. But GROWN ADULTS being immature about stupid crap. I mean...you can get upset about stuff. But some people (adults, too) just take this crap wayyyy too far. You need to learn how to realize your mistake, say sorry and move on in life. Not give eachother the cold shoulder, give dirty looks and talk about one another. That's Junior High Stuff. I know girls at my school that do that!! But not 30+ year old women! I guess all females are kind of dramatic and catty...but I'd expect a grown adult to know how to say sorry and move on.

Another thing that just makes me want to jump off a building is when people lie. Your both KNOW the truth, but that person just continues to lie through their teeth. It just FASCINATES me how some lil girls can lie right to adults. And not even flinch about it! IT IS INSANE! We had proof that this girl was lying, but she still continues to deny what she did. Saying that she didn't do it, that I need to stop lying and that someone else did it. I mean..it just blows my mind! And I HATE IT when everyone knows that the person is wrong, but they still friggen side with her. Even people that were supposed to be my "best friends" and supposed to be on MY SIDE....instead side with this little lying, backstabbing, immature biatch.

Sorry, I got carried away. But some people are supposed to be there for you. After all the times that I was there for them...then they just defend my ENEMY and side with her. Grrr...and people WONDER why I want to choke them.

Anyways, I still love Andrew, so it's all good..lol

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