So, everything is pretty much TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY retarded right now. This past week or so, I've been talking with Mikey Stanton, gettin to know him.. and liking him ALOT. This whole entire year has just been a bunch of mistakes. Tyler, Andrew, Mikey Mcmahon... they were all the same. So, when I started talking to Stanton, I wasn't going to get my hopes up too much. I'd just chill with him, and if things went wrong, I wouldn't be hurt because I wasn't attached.
WOW could I ever be MORE wrong? He's not like the rest. He's pretty much completely differant. He's frigin HILARIOUS, doesn't care what people think of him and will say anything. He's shy, but in a cute way. And isn't afraid to flirt with me in front of his friends. So, after all this chillin at Lincoln, I was wodnering why he hadn't asked me out or even HINTED about it yet. I had my good friend Sam Cali talk to him for me.
And it turns out...... he is exactly like the rest.
He said that he didn't want a girlfriend. Especially over the summer. And there was no point anyways since I'm leaving for Ohio for 5 weeks, pretty soon. He doubted that we would ever be able to be together, and that he "just doesn't know what will happen."
CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS??!!
He pretty much got my hopes up, just to let me down. I DID get attached, and I DID just assume that something would happen. I guessed that I had a chance with him.. I guessed that I was good enough.
I guessed wrong. =/
&& Yet again.. I am proven right. ALL boys are exactly the same.
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