My Mikey =(

Well, it's happened again. I've been dumped.

It happened Friday night, after the karate test that I helped out at. I was wicked upset.. cried to Gungus for about 2 hours. It sucks being dumped over and over and over again. I'm SOOO sick of it. I thought that Mikey and I would at least make it to one month, I mean... I was so happy, he was so happy. I thought everything was all good! Ehh... guess I was wrong. =/

I can't even begin to describe how much I miss him. But I mean, it's not the same heartbreak that it was with Andrew. I think Andrew made all guys seem pretty bad. Because I thought that Mikey wasn't going to talk to me at all for awhile, like Andrew had. But we were actually hangin out the day after the break up! And yesterday I was down at Lincoln with Gungus and Mikey came down. He said that he had seen the commercial that "our song" was on, 3 times the day that we broke up. Ironic, huh?

I don't understand him at all, though. He acts like he still likes me and he still has ALOT of interest in me.. but he keeps saying that he just wants to be single for a bit. I don't get it. If you like someone THAT much, then wouldn't you want to be with them? I mean, if he thinks that he made a mistake and he wants me back, he has no one but himself to blame for this. HE was the one that broke up with ME. So yea.. he shouldn't be tellin me how bad he feels about it, right? Lol..

I guess it would be ok to say that I am soooo done with guys for at least the rest of the school year. I'm sick of being heart broken and I just can't take the stress anymore.

Don't get me wrong.. I love boys! And they're awesome...

[ When they're not breaking up with you, that is. lol! ]