Mikey #2

Not much has been going on lately. Just the usual stuff I guess. Of course Shequila came into school on Monday saying that she whooped MY ass. Yea.. ok buddy.

So anyways, I'm talkin to this kid Mikey Stanton. He's in the 9th grade and in LPB. Realllly nice and funny, too. Gungus told me that he liked me.. so I've been just tryna get to know him and he's a really cool kid! And I think it would be good for me to go out with someone who HATES Kendra, that way she can't mess up the whole frigin relationship.

Ugh.. boys. They are so confusing. Mikey[#1.. my ex] knows that I like Stanton and he's all trying to mess it up. Tellin Stanton that I don't like him and blah blah blah. I was so mad when Gungus told me what Mikey had said!! My conclusion of the situation is that Mikey has been rejected by Kendra [yet again... shes goin back out with Tyler] and he wants to make sure he still has me around so that he doesn't have to be alone.

TOO LATE BUSTER!!
I'm done playing that game!! Why should I, anyways? I shouldn't have to HOPE that Kendra and Tyler stay together because if they don't I might lose my boyfriend. I shouldn't have to compete with ANYONE for MY boyfriend's attention, definately NOT!

And so what if I still like Mikey? Err... it aggravates me that I KNOW this whole "I Love Kendra, but I still love you" thing is wrong and I never want to be back in that ever again [espeically know since I HATE Kendra and the feeling is mutual], yet I STILL like the kid. I think it was proof that I DO still like him, the other day when I was sitting in science class and Mikey walked by the room. I could see him and I looked out the door when I heard him walking back towards my class. He knew I was in there and he PURPOSELY walked by about four times. Then I could hear him yellin when they were outside at recess, and I got all sad becuase I could recognize his voice, for heaven's sake!!!!!

Didn't make it any better that night when madre asked who's sweater I had been sleeping in the past couple nights. Mikey's, of course. He had given it to me on Saturday when I was cold. Never asked for it back, and I never gave it back. So what if i absoluelty LOVE his smell?? lol



Well, I guess thats all for now. Hopefully things will all sort out....
Mucho love